Risen from the Ashes of Hell

They send me away
On wings I fly
Can't chain me down now
so don't even try
 
You wanted me to cry
I won't break
Glued myself,
can you see my cracks of gold?
 
Shattered me
Scattered me
Made me think i was the one crazy
Beated me
Hated me
Told me that you loved me
 
LIAR!
Don't try it
You can't tame me
Broken chains,
can't restrain me
Go to hell
Hell's what you gave me
 
I walked alone
No one could see
No, the child didn't "make up stories"
 
Didn't ask to be here, 
didn't ask to be me,
didn't choose to be born to barely survive
 
Could of chosen to love
instead chose to cast out
Looking through the glass 
seeing what I'm without
 
"What happens in the house
stays in the house"
F that shit
I'm shouting it out
Won't take your shit 
"I WANT OUT"
I got out
 
It took time
now I'm laced in gold
still stressed out at times 
but I can see
reality ain't like it was painted to be
 
World full of color
not just black, white, grey
I'm still black & white but adding colors day by day
 
Now I walk the streets of mind
no longer lost in fog
clear cut corners 
and neon lights
 
I stand above it all
lookin down on the past
laugh at the nonsense 
and tip my glass
 
I say happily
"Ba bye"
and you can kiss my ass.
 

(C) Bluefire Night